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Boundless God – Loving What Is…

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Does the word God make you cringe or bring up pain from the past for you?

Over many years of guiding and helping thousands of people through their healing journey, the deepest pain people hold within themselves is their misunderstanding of God. This leads them to also misunderstand their inner self. I noticed this the most in 2017, because people were losing their faith with regards to everyday spiritual consciousness. Last year, I taught several courses on God Consciousness –  Sophia and the God Self. The childhood stories I heard from people through those courses were shocking, but in some ways not shocking, more seemingly expected. This would make me feel sad and my eyes would fill with tears, as I would hear about the pain they had emotionally embodied from their experiences. It was, however, illuminating to see people healing their relationship with the consciousness and the frequency of God which then allows them to have a deeper and open relationship with their inner self on their terms through those courses.

People around the world have different views and experiences with God.

What I have discovered is that the majority of people who have a relationship with the humanly, commercial created God, whether that be a good one or a painful one, is based on what they have been taught or been told. What that God is conditionally versus their own experience with the Universal God frequency through their own inner spirit.

I have always been grateful this time around on Earth, that I did not grow up in a family household with religion, spirituality, or metaphysical awareness ( I guess it’s called New Age now, I can’t keep up with the trends); it was never talked about or discuss in my family’s home. I was a soul that was born with a spiritual consciousness of knowing from birth. I always felt the presence of God and Spirit through my own inner spirit as a part of who I am. I kept this deeply hidden, but I had an ever expanding and evolving relationship with God and the realms of Spirit. This was not always easy and I felt different from the other kids and adults around me because of my spiritual sensitivity. I had a consistent, loving, beautiful dialogue from the realms of Spirit happening pretty much all the time within me throughout my childhood.

My relationship with God became much deeper as a young child while I was planting and working in my childhood garden. Over time, I began to experience a dialogue with the frequency intelligence of God through the center of my inner spirit. This allowed me to have a deeper connection with myself even at a young age as this unfolded. This helped me to know, even though I was different, that I would be OK.

To me, God had always been a natural inner ‘IS-NESS’ – an inner mixture of who we are as part of the frequency of infinite love in its true universal presence. This has been my experience of God from the beginning.

When I was 11 or 12 years old I decided to experience “the church”.  In church, as they started to talk about God, I felt this controlled, dense, and fear based, a mental container like energy about an outside ‘he’/ God. I felt sick and felt a dark manipulating underlying agenda. I realized in that very moment, the church, the fear, and the humanly created controlled religion God was not for me. This was not the same God, I had always loved and known through my inner spirit. I returned to my garden and the natural loving dialogue with God that continues even to this day. Although my childhood garden has long grown over and I moved many miles away from my childhood home, I still return to my garden through my inner spirit to have conversations with God, the ‘IS-NESS’, as the inner illumination mixture of the center of my soul.

There is no one way to experience God and my experience does not have to be your experience. But what I do know is, God is an infinite consciousness and a formless loving frequency intelligence that lives within all of us as an inner presence, as a part of who we are, the mixture. God is not on the outside of us controlling, fear basing and calling the directions. It is you who is responsible for the plan of your soul’s destiny based on its creation for your mission of the collective.

To truly live with the presence of God through our inner spirit, we must first experience and understand the infinite as an embodiment and a life force of love through all experiences; as they are interconnected as our ‘formless’ presence of awareness. This is a matter of connecting your heart, spirit and the presence of God as one to arrive at your inner spirit self. We are then experiencing the presence of God as a boundless love of oneness of who we are. Notice the ONE looking through into oneness.

Love & infinite grace,
Eddie

Returning to the Innocence of the Beloved

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No matter what has happened in your life, you always have an invitation from love. Love is not limited or “conditionalized” in our experience. We never have to earn or prove who we are in order to be loved; love is infinite. The present moment is love and we, ourselves, in true nature are the present moment, therefore we are the voice frequency of love. It is simply what we have always been, underneath it all. This is our innocence. It has been buried underneath the density experiences of human conditions and limitations of love, which silences the voice (of love).

The silencers of the voice of love come from our lesson experiences, fears, listening to ‘belief’ identities of the systematic ‘thinking’ ego, and the separation from the ever expanding ‘truth’ of the heart. As we dive deep into the full expression of our lesson experiences along our earth journey and swim the channel of the Nile from the thinking mind, to the opening entrance of the feeling and intelligence of the heart, we return to the boundless love of what has always been. We have then returned to the intimacy of our innocence and begin hearing and listening to the voice of love. We rediscover the difference between belief versus truth. Belief is the creation and control of someone else’s experience, something that has already happened from the past, but we live in the present moment. Inner truth is the present moment and the voice of love, which is the formless experience aligned with your own wisdom and knowledge for your work with humanity, the reason you are here now.

But, how do we begin our way back to the voice of love and the boundless innocence of our true heart expression?

I sat with this question for a moment in my heart and felt how do I put this into the words that are arriving through what I have experienced in my own infinite journey and reconnecting to my inner spirit? I heard Alista, one of the shamanic elders guides I work with say, “The experience and wisdom you are looking for is in the Rose Garden.” Which is a sign there are multiple experiences about to happen beyond the physical experience of being in the Rose Garden. So begins my twenty-minute, walking, journey to the community Rose Garden.

This Rose Garden is one of my favorite places to be because it illuminates love from the hundreds and thousands of roses in the garden. Plus, Rose Medicine is incredibly healing for opening the heart and pours out deep loving wisdom for the wellbeing of our lives and humanity.

As I cross the walking bridge  into the Rose Garden I could feel and hear Kuan Yin, the goddess of compassion, walk through my heart and saying, “Welcome! Notice the expression of love and wisdom radiating through your heart as you begin your journey. Welcome to the experience. You are here for the wisdom through the space between.”  She points in the direction of the back side of the Rose Garden which faces the woods. When I walked by a group of trees, I felt the love and awareness of Gaia – the Earth Mother as if the earth was pouring out harmony and grace with my arrival. I sat down on a short stone edge for a grouping of roses. I removed my shoes and socks placing my feet on the green dew covered grass. I thought to myself, “ I might as well do some Earthing and Shamanic breathwork while I am here, waiting for the arrival of wisdom for my writing piece.

The more I started to connect to the earth with the Shamanic breathwork, I felt the opening of one shared space with the earth and I heard Gaia say through a deep vibration in the heart, “Listen and notice the natural path through my heart. What do you feel?”

“I feel stillness, expansion, compassion and love. Its moving through the full experience of my body, as if my body is the entire experience of the natural path through your heart, Gaia!”, I said.

I could feel her smile with ease and compassion. She then said, “Listen.”

I took a moment, to deeply listen beyond the physical plane and let myself arrive at the back of my heart, into the stillness matrix. I even listened deeply to the sound of stillness, beyond the language meaning.  I could hear and see Alista playing a drum with the rhythm tones of the energy field around my heart and my own heartbeat. Through this alignment I could feel the frequency of the words Gaia spoke to me as one shared space, feeling my own heart as one in the same with the Earth Mother. I was feeling the soothing experience of centering and grounding with the frequency of nature’s stillness wisdom through my heart.

At that moment on the surface, it was as if the birds currently singing, turned up their volume and it sounded like, in that moment, there were many more of them. This created a deep, flowing, frequency in my heart of expansion, like my heart became the full  size of the universe – one still space of listening.

Then my attention both physically and energetically was on two Robins at the edge of the woods, who were feeding. My focus was on what they were doing to find their food. They would turn their heads slightly towards the earth to deeply listen while being still in the present moment, then they would pull a bug or worm out of the ground. After I watched them for a while, they both made eye connect with me at the same time and I realized they were the main teaching guides for the wisdom
I needed.

To arrive at the entrance of opening the heart with the presence moment of boundless love, we must listen deeply for the feeling vibration of the voice of love.  By listening in and through stillness, as a natural source of nurturing and feeding the open of love, we swim our way into the cave entrance of the spiritual heart and experience the returning (maybe for the first in this lifetime) of the “innocence of the beloved”. You are the experience – the beloved of one shared space. This is not a discovery, this is who you have always been, underneath it all.

Humanity needs you to show up in the physical with who you have always been, underneath it all. You are the innocence of the beloved.

Love,

Eddie

Whisper from Athena in Sedona

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Sedona has always been a very sacred place for me. When I made my first visit in 2008 for a three-day workshop, I felt a deep, ancient connection with Sedona, the Red Rock Canyons, and the surrounding area. I made several spiritual trips to Sedona between 2008 and 2011. It became the place I would go to for my soul quest personal ceremonies when I felt stuck in my life. In 2011, I moved to Sedona for a short time, as I started a new life venture. I quit my full-time day job and shifted my part-time spiritual healing practice to a full-time business.

One of the vortex locations I love in Sedona is Cathedral Rock. I have had many deep, spiritual visitation experiences while on Cathedral Rock. A few days after moving to the Village of Oak Creek outside Sedona I made a hike to Cathedral Rock. The night before, I was feeling the call to make the hike to Cathedral Rock; it felt more like a spiritual call that I was hearing loud and clear. You just can’t ignore those requests when you are feeling and hearing them.

Tuesday morning, I headed out early, hiking cross-country from where I was living to the base of Cathedral Rock and planned to climb up to the plateau that overlooks the canyons. I had made this hike many times before moving to Sedona. This was an exciting new beginning in my life but I was doing some very deep, painful healing and evolving deeper into my spiritual path. I knew this hike and being out in nature was the best thing for me. As I made my way to the base of Cathedral Rock, walking along the path through the woods, I could feel a deep frequency stirring inside me, very much like a presence.

From time to time, I felt the presence of a woman, who was saying, “Stay connected with your heart as you walk the earth inside your soul.” Every time I heard these words, I stopped and felt the centering of the frequency that was present. It was very healing, loving and heart-opening.

After making my way to the base of Cathedral Rock, it was time to climb the side of the rock to the first plateau. I thought it was odd there was nobody there climbing the rock on this morning as in the past, it had always been very busy. I began the second part of the journey of climbing up the rock.

As I was climbing, I heard a muffled whisper once in a while, saying, “Goddess!” There was a word after goddess I couldn’t quite hear or make out. Again, the words had a very strong frequency with them that I could feel inside my body.

I was anxiously excited to get to the plateau. It was a bit of a climb since I was still getting used to the elevation difference from where I previously lived. I finally made it to my destination, and as always, the views were breathtaking. There was only one other person on the plateau and they left shortly after I arrived. Just as they left, the wind picked up in a strange way; it would suddenly stop and start again. I decided to lean up against one of the rocks and enjoy the experience of the views and energy. I decided to close my eyes for a moment. Shortly after closing my eyes, I heard the hoot of an owl; I opened my eyes, but nothing was there. I closed my eyes once again, and I heard the sound of an object hitting the ground in front of me, like a stick. I opened my eyes; again, I didn’t see anything but I felt the frequency of the ground shaking underneath my feet. The frequency traveled up in my body to the top of my head. It was peaceful with a feeling of compassion bursting through my heart. I felt calm and in a somewhat altered state of consciousness.

Through my third eye, I saw a transparent white owl manifesting in front of me. The owl was hooting. Then, a woman holding a medicine stick manifested right in front of me. The medicine stick was fascinating; it had an owl carved on the top of it, with a quartz crystal on top of the owl’s head. She was stamping it into the ground, which was making the open frequency I was feeling under my feet and in my body. Her eyes were crystal blue, like a clear lake. She had a strong warrior presence and a deep long stare through her eyes.

After a short time, she said, “I am Athena!” The sound of her voice vibrated through my heart and body.

Excerpt of the Warrior Goddess Athena’s message…

“You are not here at this time on this sacred land for the reason you think. Do not waste time, because you will not be here long on this sacred geographic land. Pay very close attention to what you are experiencing within your time here. Let the land show you the past, the now, and the future. Not in chronological order, but in all directions of time, sacred son. The red mountains are your ancestors, elders, guides, and teachers. Lay upon the red mountain rocks and be silent, listen to their movement and frequency. Let your body sink into the rocks, feel the separation of the physical and spiritual source and the parting of the oneness as you sink into the core of the sacred knowledge. You will remember their medicine way, for you were one with the ceremony on this land in another time. Pay attention to the ways of the medicine; you will be tested through initiation with the shamanic star elders. I will be helping and watching over you.”

The messages we receive about our destiny path for humanity do not always arrive in order, further illuminating nothing in nature is created in a straight line. The unfolding of our destiny path arrives in all directions like the medicine wheel. Athena’s message arrived through me in February 2011 and the initiation took place 2 years after that; I transitioned to the work she was speaking of in late 2015.

When we stop looking for the steps, the how, the why, and when will it happen, the unfolding appears as we experience the wisdom and knowledge frequency through the spiritual heart. This will take you into the path of your destiny for humanity, instead of continuing to be in search of your human life purpose. We are all here for humanity, not through thinking, but through the power frequency and presence of infinite love.

Love & infinite grace,

Eddie