Soul Navigating – ‘Love Grows’ Blog

Embodying the Snow Leopard


When we discover and make bonded relationships with our totem animals, we have a great responsibility to get involved with protecting those animals on earth. It is an agreement that we have made with the animals. Often times, humans only want to take the teaching wisdom the animal provides and not give back with protecting that animal. Remember your responsibility of your totem mission on earth for the humanity of animals. 

Growing up in the countryside, only about 100 feet from the wild forest which was miles and miles wide and deep. I had the opportunity to experience a lot of animal medicine; I was able to watch their characteristics and practice connecting to their medicine. As a child, connecting to the spirit of animals was natural to me and something I was gifted with at birth. I had no idea until I was older, how important that natural awareness would be to me and the earth. Nor did I feel I would be called to work with the animals for humanity with the Earth Mother. 

When we listen to the wind through the spirit of medicine, our calling arrives in pure form, not as a purpose but as destiny unfolding for humanity. This often catches us off guard and is different from the expectations we envisioned for walking the earth. 

Up until February of 2019, I had been going through a “destiny dark night of the soul” for about 3 years. I will admit this was one the most challenging dark nights of my life. Now, I have been through other dark nights of the soul previously, but nothing compared to a destiny dark night of the soul. This was just something I had to sit with and go through. A destiny dark night of the soul is about a major completion of one’s journey and ‘becoming’ your real work for humanity. 

I know that you are wondering, where does the snow leopard come into this experience?

Shortly after I moved to Sedona in October of 2018, I was working through the tail end of my dark night however not knowing it was the tail end because it seemed to be going on forever. 

One day while I was deep in the red rock canyons hiking, I heard the voice of the Wolf Norse Goddess Skaoi say, “Find your way to the true north, until you feel the experience of being stopped.” She gave me the vision of a river that was partly iced over with paw prints along a trail leading alongside the river. I felt this was interesting because there was no snow or a river in the direction I was heading. This invoked my curiosity. 

I took a trail to the north and followed her vibration inward, after about 2 or 3 miles, I was stopped in my tracks. To my left there was a dried creek from along ago, I followed the rocky dried creek and the vibration started to lead me again. After about 10 minutes I was stopped again, and I sat down on a rock under a tree. It was a moment of feeling in an altered state through my body, third eye, and heart. I looked up to see a very large, nature spiral traveling toward me and as it floated closer to me in the center there was a veil. I could see and feel the veil unfolding. When I looked inside of the experience, I saw a natural snowy trail leading through the forest outside of the trail it was summer. As I focused more on the trail, I found myself standing on that snowy trail and began to walk until I found myself at the edge of a river. The river too was snowy and slightly iced over. I sat on a stump and enjoyed the orchestra like sounds of the magical forest of the north. 

I noticed down on the trail, big paw tracks starting to appear in the snow, and they were walking toward me. When the tracks arrived about 15 feet from me, a snow leopard appeared. The eyes of the leopard were pure, compassionate, loving, and icy blue. The leopard sat in front of me. 

Snow Leopard’s message to me was: “I am the shaman elder you have requested, and I have been waiting for you for centuries to be in this place of your soul. This has been a time of death for you and most everything you have experienced is complete and activated into your soul as a spiral of frequency. Although everything on earth is a dream, and only a vision. You are initiating now into the illumination of your true north journey for the earth and its unfolding. This will not be an easy journey, for the earth is in an energetic war with itself for transition of the change of the emerging of earth and soul spirit together as one multi-spiral experience. You have become that spiral. Your shamanic walking role is to allow that spiral to travel through you to connect other souls to humanity with the guides of presence and stillness.  I will return to you soon. Experience the transition that has unfolded in our time together.” 

I found myself back in the red rock canyons, sitting on the rock from where I started. My body felt light, healed, and full of energy. I felt as if I had 200 years of wisdom and knowledge downloaded through me, like a memory. It was as if I embodied the snow leopard’s wisdom and ways in that short time. It is never what is said that matters, it is the experience that transitions through the wisdom of presence and stillness. 

Snow leopard always helps us through making choices from a place of presence and stillness. The snow leopard is all about ‘stillness timing’ of the heart, soul, and the medicine wheel of the snow forest. The message is always, walk lightly on the snow of the arctic north to embody your wisdom of the north destiny. Be the silent wayshower through your soul as you walk the earth.  

Wild soul love,


The Unfolding Forgotten Agreement


When it is time for me to write whether it is my monthly column for Star Nations Magazine or something else with longer detail; throughout the night a dialogue begins and I get very little sleep. My inner spirit, the ancient ones, my inner child, and the Divine together dance in ceremony around the sacred fire of wisdom. Whatever I am about to write, unfolds in sacred ceremony like a story narration as a collaboration. Which is neither here nor there but in the space between.

Throughout the night, I could hear the rain deeply pouring down as an emergence of spirit and earth through an important calling of attention. There was no break in the rain, this tells me the unfolding is about deeply rooted cleansing that is needed and each raindrop carries a different ancient wisdom to nourish the cleansing as a community together. But, also the reaction of the Great Mother – Pachamama.

Everything is spiritual because everything has a spirit. When we lose sight of this awareness, we lose sight of ourselves and the earth as an aliveness. Everything is alive, an inner connected from the rivers, rocks, trees, animals, mountains, and human beings as we share the same materials of DNA.

Human beings have forgotten how to live on the earth, therefore forgetting what it means to be a human being with a spirit, as one who walks the earth as a keeper of the garden. Even here in Sedona, the ancient land is not being respected and the commercialization is destroying the vibrational alignment. We see this happening throughout the world. It’s time to return to the garden, not in the head of conflict, but in love.

When a garden is dry it is calling for nurturing and love, so you water it. When weeds take over the health, breathing, and oxygen space of the garden; the garden is in conflict and at war for survival. The healthy plants are vulnerable and calling for your mission of love and protection. They trust in you because they know your true mission of love for being here on earth. But the human has to make a choice beyond their own needs, survival, or waiting for someone else to do the work of the garden versus making a choice through the love and wisdom they have access to in their own soul and destiny.

The earth is the garden and becoming eroded with a deeply rooted calling for infinite love from the heart of the mother. The Great Mother is asking for your love an emergence of assistance. Time is growing short and soon the mother will take back the power of the earth. There is much water cleansing on the way.

The garden needs nourishing and love from its roots, not at the surface level. At the roots is where you will find the seeds of the heart of the Great Mother. Remember you are not here on earth for you. You are here for WE which is the sacred spiral of the mother.

Assisting the garden
“Helping yourself, you help the world. You are in the world – you are the world. You are not different from the world, nor is the world different from you.” – Sri Ramana Maharshi

Ceremony in the forest.
When we start to align to our own inner ceremony in the forest, to escape, to breath, to listen, and to be silent, we start to listen to what we cannot hear. When we turn our awareness inward beyond the surface of the human world, we begin to experience the sounds of movement, spirals, love, teachings, wisdom, and portals of the forest. When we breathe in the oxygen and clear open the space of the forest, we are receiving ancient wisdom and aligning that wisdom to what we have forgotten regarding the earth and the Great Mother, along with her forest medicine. This is what will change the world’s vibration.

The more we practice seeing and listening to what we cannot hear or see, we begin to listen and see with love through the awareness of the heart. This experience turns your communication inward to awaken who you really are and to return back to love. This awareness changes your vibration to a deeper experience beyond the human condition and activates your inner aliveness. This is also where you discover the space behind the ego, personality, human condition, and mask, this is your soul aliveness as you walk the earth, we call this our true nature, who we really are. I like to call this the discover of inner soul magic; the magic of our mystical alignment as we walk the beautiful earth.

When we remember the Great Mother and why we are here, we remember love beyond the meaning of the word and become the presence of love. We then can assist the nourishing of the garden. We are the medicine underneath it all.

Sacred love,

Cleaning Your Soul Windows

windows490Sometimes deep conscious wisdom unfolds at the strangest times, or maybe not so strange, and at the right time. This column arrived while I was cleaning windows. Spirit always speaks on time.  I did what any spiritual channeling writer would do. I turned on the recorder on my cell phone and allowed it to unfold. Yes, while I continued cleaning windows.

Have you ever noticed it’s easier to see out of a clean window versus a dirty one? Yet many people continue to look at the unfolding of their life through a dirty window. Often, we clean the window, and we turn around to find with the intentional patterns we have created (added), the dirt back on the window. Are you looking through a dirty window or an intention of a crystal clean window?

When we are not willing to search deep for our feelings from the field of truth and infinite love; we live in delusion in the thinking mind on the surface. When we begin to explore the mystery of our treasured feelings from a place of truth and deep, infinite love, we begin to live and arrive through our soul’s wisdom; the way light makes its way through the dark forest. We are awakening in the heart of humanity!

This is the perfect time to observe and explore what is unfolding for you from the depth of your deep soul center. The void center. The theme for many people is taking old programming and turning it upside down to show you it’s time to surrender and let go of the old conditional programming and embrace the becoming of the multidimensional paradigm. 

This old programming you collected in your life from family structures, early adult experiences, and even ancestral traditional creations. This would be the dirt on the window. This programming will affect the vision of your alignment.

 One way the releasing of this programming is being shown to you is through dreams and signs that show themselves frontwards and backwards. One dream I had a couple months ago, where I was my current age, I was in an elevator of a building I lived in when I was twenty-one years old and it was turning upside down. This was about old program belief patterns being cleared from when I was twenty-one years old.  Pay attention to your dreams. There is a lot being revealed through dreams always, but in this particular time they are amped up. I strongly suggest keeping a dream journal.

The major focus of clearing is not items like releasing a relationship or job. This process is more about the frequency patterns and the addiction to the pattern of lower aligned realms. This is why the same experience is being created over and over again – it is the programming of the pattern.  

I’m not a big supporter when people say, “Think positive! Think positive!” I’m more interested in what patterns or experiences are making the individual have a negative experience to life from the inside. This would be the creation pattern programming.

Now that the slate has been cleared, now what? It is about grounding and aligning the new energy frequency you have been making room for and expanding the new level of consciousness. Although it has been in the human consciousness for a while, much of the human civilization is now learning and experiencing the multidimensional paradigm. 

The multidimensional paradigm is about aligning your destiny calling versus creating (manifestation) the outside version of the need to push, suffer, struggle and then maybe it will be deserving. The ancient paradigm gives you all the frequency at once as an upgrade and often is like opening a door and walking in. Trust your natural instincts. This is yet another shift-upgrade from the physical to the energetic along with activating your light body of wisdom and knowledge.

It is important for you to walk as your authentic truth. This is the action truth you have been putting off or hiding from. Much of the authentic truth comes from awakening into the soul.  This is the process of walking in the world as you really are versus playing a character or performing your way through life, because all character roles finally come to an end. 

When you end the role, awakening and upgrades occur. When you play a character, you dim your light to fit in, embrace fake spirituality/awakening or hide your authentic truth, these actions are self-sabotaging to your authentic truth. 

Sometimes when your life is not clear and feels like it is bursting wide open, the only thing you can do is sit in the center of it and listen through your heart with the soul intention of being and melting into the becoming of the tears of infinite love and grace. When you surrender the wisdom of your inner spirit fills your heart with the alignment of love. You are deeply loved. 

Now, if I could just train these physical windows to stay clean on their own!

Big breath and the journey continues.

The Light of the Soul,