The Reality of Now – What is Happening?


Are you feeling deep sadness, emotion and loss? Perhaps it even feels like you are alone and no one understands what you are experiencing in this direct moment of your journey. This is the death process of who we use to be individually and collectively; a time of deep grieving and most importantly surrendering, letting go and healing (activating) to reveal the here and now for you (we) and humanity.

In those moments of death and re-birthing there is an intense uncomfortable exploration period of time, the space between and viewing who am I now, while letting the old way truly demise. This is uncomfortable for us because we can’t control it and it is a deeper unfolding of the formless destiny of who we are, from a soul level. It feels like an intense vortex out of control because death, exploring the space between (revealing your wisdom and knowledge of destiny) and birthing are happening all at the same time. This is what I like to call becoming spiritual mature and becoming your soul being on Earth.

This is a time of discovering and figuring out who you are versus running from who you are by controlling or reacting to what is unfolding deep inside of you as truth.

The good news, it will work it’s way into your reality and become natural to you.

Knowing information, using apps and even human duty success is not conscious awakening. Awakening is the illumination and activation of the lightbody, soul bodies, the hara line, expansion of light frequency and crystallization of the chakra system.

The more individuals figure out who they are through exploring deep within beyond logic and thinking to define who they are, the less people try to live from the cookie cutter ways of the past. The ‘physical past’ is forever gone, including 1960 and 1980. Everyone has a right to live and be who they are, it’s 2018 and soon to be 2019 forward in all directions.

Control is separation and fear, while boundless love illuminates humanity together. It is always easier and more illuminating to let go than to hang onto what is outdated and can no longer be.

Remember the personal and collective soul promise destiny agreement for humanity…

Sacred arrival,


Awakening to Source Light


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We can all agree that the awakening on the planet is showing up in many different ways.  Even people who are not tuned into the enlightened state of consciousness are noticing there is something unique happening all over the planet earth. We have been noticing this for several years now, but more so this year. The awakening is not only showing up in pockets all over the planet but within many people’s lives, as an elevation in consciousness. We often refer to this elevation in consciousness as an initiation, spiritual or Kundalini awakening.

What is meant by a personal initiation or awakening is that you are connecting back to source energy through awareness of consciousness.  Through your lifetime, you may move through many awakening experiences. Some people will move through more experiences than others based on their destiny journey and life lessons in agreement to be completed.  However, it is through each awakening experience that you are expected to live a life of love, peace, harmony, integrity and truth. To move through these experiences, you are put through a number of spiritual evaluations based on the completion of your life lessons as enlightened experiences with both spirit and earth energy emerging as activations. These are experiences that will navigate deep inside of you, verses outside of you looking inside.

The effects of an awakening or an initiation are different for everyone depending on what experience you are at in your life journey.  What happens when the awakening arrives and the energy comes forward is that your physical and energy bodies are filled with more space and light frequency.  The light of consciousness fills in the spaces that you have created naturally to raise your vibration. Which means your energy field has the capability to hold more light in its expanding frequency. Now when this light energy comes forward and enters the body, you may feel a slight shift or a drastic shift of emotions or a small vibration move through your body.  It really depends on the type of awakening you are receiving.

How does this happen?  You can always bring in the early awakenings on your own; the higher awakenings may need to be brought in by a healer or practitioner who specializes in this light experience.  However, many healers and enlightened spiritual teachers who are tuned into higher frequencies, may be able to bring in their own awakening energy.

Now, I must warn you:  Spirit does not care where you are (location wise), when it is time for the awakening/initiation light energy to come forward.   In 2005, I was in the middle of a large Barnes and Noble bookstore, minding my own business, when I received my first Christ Light frequency activation.  In that moment, for a few seconds, all I could see was white and golden light through the center of an eye – it was beautiful! Now, this was not a little awakening, this one had some power to it!  When it hit, I went into what Oprah Winfrey describes as the “ugly cry”. The cry where you cannot breathe at times and people can hear you four blocks away. Yes, that was me, in the middle of the Barnes and Noble Book Store, and I might add, a busy Sunday afternoon!  I put my book down and made my way out of the store to my car wailing and crying all the way. I sat in my car until things were under control and then I drove home. For the next couple of days, I rested, felt a deep emotional release, and a surge of ancient, deep vibrational energy in my body, heart, energy field and life!

Over the next couple of days, I had wisdom and knowledge flooding into my consciousness as vision activating as sacred language, which resembled sacred symbols with mathematical equations inside of them with different tone frequencies. It would take me years later to understand the meaning of this activation of initiate of the Christ light frequency and the activation of my Christ soul body inside of the light body. Yes, there is a book coming.

It is an important time to recognize that we are shifting personally and globally into the state of love consciousness; not only talking about it, but also feeling and experiencing the life altering shift. Are you traveling at the speed of love consciousness?

Enjoy the Journey!