My life has been full of shocking but illuminating spiritual and mystical experiences from the time I arrived on Earth. Once the dust settles, I am always grateful for the holographic forward journey experience.
When we look and travel beyond the surface of what we are conditioned to experience and allow our own inner nature to reveal itself, we see our own magic unfolding and the individual gifts we are here to offer humanity.
We usually have little to no warning that we are going to have a ‘revealing’ spiritual cosmic activation. At that moment of impact, as I like to call it; the light body expands to its true source, charges like lightning and fills the body with emotional frequency. This emotional frequency is the expanded space filling with light, which is divine love. This emotion is different than the emotion we feel from happiness, sadness or letting go, it is an electrical ‘divine’ cellular frequency illuminating through the entire body experience.
In 2005, I was in the middle of a large Barnes and Noble bookstore, minding my own business, looking at the latest spiritual and mystical books that had just been released, when I received a surging powerful activation, sending charges and emotions through my entire body and beyond. This activation would forever change my life and bring tremendous clarity of events that had occurred in my life since birth and throughout my childhood. At that moment, for a few split seconds which seemed like hours, all I could see was white and golden light – it was beautiful and a bit freaky all at the same time! Now, this was not a little activation, or even a kundalini type activation, this one had some elevation to it! It traveled from within my light body downward to my physical body. It felt like every emotion I had ever had, was coming forward to be addressed. When it hit, I went into the “ugly cry”. The cry where you cannot breathe at times and people can hear you four blocks away. Yes, that was me, in the middle of a Barnes and Noble bookstore on a busy Sunday afternoon, I might add! I put my book down and made my way out of the store, as best I could, to my car wailing and crying all the way. I sat in my car until things were under control and then I drove home. For the next couple of days, I rested, felt a deep emotional release that transitioned into feeling and a surge of expanded multi-dimensional vibrational energy in and through my body and life! This was a Christ Light activation as an initiation. Activating my Christ body inside my light body and then centering through my physical body to the Earth. When I look back on this experience now, this activation had been in process for days as the warning signs as guidance were coming through crystal clear.
Although, prior to my Christ body activation years before, while in college, I had a major kundalini awakening that arrived all at the same time, which put me into a deep state of emotional distress for a few years, along with periodic states of depression and deep painful back issues. Once I found my way through that awakening, I knew, things were different. My life was forever changed. I felt like a weight had been lifted from my body and life. Then when the Christ body activation happened, I felt deep through my heart, “Oh no, not again”. I’ll be writing more in detail about both of these personal awakenings and more in a later project.
Throughout my entire childhood and early adult life, I always felt like I had an expansive mission on Earth because of being spiritual sensitive, connected to the spirit world and the aliveness of nature, since birth. Perhaps part of me had not taken that outrightly serious. The aftermath of these two major shifts and a few physical experiences at that time had put me into the seriousness of opening my spiritual mission for humanity.
The more we explore beyond the physical container into who we are, the more we arrive into the formless awareness of our own destiny. This is not something we can force through systems or staying locked into human-controlled character identities, we simply have to arrive at the experience. Yes, it is important to clear the way through healing, truth and taking care of our body and spirit, but destiny arrives when it arrives, and then we experience it through revealing our own wisdom and knowledge for humanity. The answers are deep within you and your answers are different than anyone else’s because no two paths are the same, but they all lead to the awakening of spiritual cosmic boundless love, to assist humanity.
I have always loved being an Empath. However, the journey to living in the full experience, in the beginning, was not always easy or welcoming. When I was growing up there was no title for it, or at least I had never heard of it. I was labeled as different and sometimes talked about as if something was emotionally wrong with me because I was sensitive and felt emotional intelligence through my heart, like how most people would think in their thinking mind. As they say, I was wired differently than others around me. Well, living as an Empath was a bit more than that. Being an Empath is more than just being an emotionally sensitive person.