Returning to the Innocence of the Beloved

No matter what has happened in your life, you always have an invitation from love. Love is not limited or “conditionalized” in our experience. We never have to earn or prove who we are in order to be loved; love is infinite. The present moment is love and we, ourselves, in true nature are the present moment, therefore we are the voice frequency of love. It is simply what we have always been, underneath it all. This is our innocence. It has been buried underneath the density experiences of human conditions and limitations of love, which silences the voice (of love).

The silencers of the voice of love come from our lesson experiences, fears, listening to ‘belief’ identities of the systematic ‘thinking’ ego, and the separation from the ever expanding ‘truth’ of the heart. As we dive deep into the full expression of our lesson experiences along our earth journey and swim the channel of the Nile from the thinking mind, to the opening entrance of the feeling and intelligence of the heart, we return to the boundless love of what has always been. We have then returned to the intimacy of our innocence and begin hearing and listening to the voice of love. We rediscover the difference between belief versus truth. Belief is the creation and control of someone else’s experience, something that has already happened from the past, but we live in the present moment. Inner truth is the present moment and the voice of love, which is the formless experience aligned with your own wisdom and knowledge for your work with humanity, the reason you are here now.

But, how do we begin our way back to the voice of love and the boundless innocence of our true heart expression?

I sat with this question for a moment in my heart and felt how do I put this into the words that are arriving through what I have experienced in my own infinite journey and reconnecting to my inner spirit? I heard Alista, one of the shamanic elders guides I work with say, “The experience and wisdom you are looking for is in the Rose Garden.” Which is a sign there are multiple experiences about to happen beyond the physical experience of being in the Rose Garden. So begins my twenty-minute, walking, journey to the community Rose Garden.

This Rose Garden is one of my favorite places to be because it illuminates love from the hundreds and thousands of roses in the garden. Plus, Rose Medicine is incredibly healing for opening the heart and pours out deep loving wisdom for the wellbeing of our lives and humanity.

As I cross the walking bridge  into the Rose Garden I could feel and hear Kuan Yin, the goddess of compassion, walk through my heart and saying, “Welcome! Notice the expression of love and wisdom radiating through your heart as you begin your journey. Welcome to the experience. You are here for the wisdom through the space between.”  She points in the direction of the back side of the Rose Garden which faces the woods. When I walked by a group of trees, I felt the love and awareness of Gaia – the Earth Mother as if the earth was pouring out harmony and grace with my arrival. I sat down on a short stone edge for a grouping of roses. I removed my shoes and socks placing my feet on the green dew covered grass. I thought to myself, “ I might as well do some Earthing and Shamanic breathwork while I am here, waiting for the arrival of wisdom for my writing piece.

The more I started to connect to the earth with the Shamanic breathwork, I felt the opening of one shared space with the earth and I heard Gaia say through a deep vibration in the heart, “Listen and notice the natural path through my heart. What do you feel?”

“I feel stillness, expansion, compassion and love. Its moving through the full experience of my body, as if my body is the entire experience of the natural path through your heart, Gaia!”, I said.

I could feel her smile with ease and compassion. She then said, “Listen.”

I took a moment, to deeply listen beyond the physical plane and let myself arrive at the back of my heart, into the stillness matrix. I even listened deeply to the sound of stillness, beyond the language meaning.  I could hear and see Alista playing a drum with the rhythm tones of the energy field around my heart and my own heartbeat. Through this alignment I could feel the frequency of the words Gaia spoke to me as one shared space, feeling my own heart as one in the same with the Earth Mother. I was feeling the soothing experience of centering and grounding with the frequency of nature’s stillness wisdom through my heart.

At that moment on the surface, it was as if the birds currently singing, turned up their volume and it sounded like, in that moment, there were many more of them. This created a deep, flowing, frequency in my heart of expansion, like my heart became the full  size of the universe – one still space of listening.

Then my attention both physically and energetically was on two Robins at the edge of the woods, who were feeding. My focus was on what they were doing to find their food. They would turn their heads slightly towards the earth to deeply listen while being still in the present moment, then they would pull a bug or worm out of the ground. After I watched them for a while, they both made eye connect with me at the same time and I realized they were the main teaching guides for the wisdom
I needed.

To arrive at the entrance of opening the heart with the presence moment of boundless love, we must listen deeply for the feeling vibration of the voice of love.  By listening in and through stillness, as a natural source of nurturing and feeding the open of love, we swim our way into the cave entrance of the spiritual heart and experience the returning (maybe for the first in this lifetime) of the “innocence of the beloved”. You are the experience – the beloved of one shared space. This is not a discovery, this is who you have always been, underneath it all.

Humanity needs you to show up in the physical with who you have always been, underneath it all. You are the innocence of the beloved.

Love,

Eddie

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